Don't you ever grow old

Growth is painful. Change is painful.

Let us be reminded that we are no longer growing younger.

Unless we're Benjamin Button-ing which I wish I am.

Isn't it scary to know that every second counts.

Haunted by the sound of the time ticking,

Our body starts to age and wrinkles getting more obvious than ever.

It keeps me awake every night to think that oh I have 30 more years or 20 or 10 more years to spending time with my love. We never know when we did go to heaven.

Have you ever wonder what's life after death? Will we still continue to live like how we are living right now? Or all the memories will fade behind us? I don't want to die.

It's so scary to even think bout it yet I can't help not to. If I could choose the way I die, I would choose to die together with my husband. I don't think I'm able to continue life without him

God I wish I could fast forward things and just stop at that perfect moments forever. Living within the sweet moments. 

Best things comes to those who waits

They say best things comes to those who waits..

But how long do we have to wait?

Its a question only time could answer.

Have you ever want something so bad but it's just not your destiny yet?

Spending years of scrimping of saving, just so you could  finally wake up and find that your adulting has finally paid off.

Just when your about to get ready and serious to make that big step things just have come crushing you down like a tornado.

Would you be selfish and heartless? Because you worked so hard to save for your future home and marriage.

Or you would sacrifice everything to save your family's financial crisis?

This is like a tug-a-war. 

 What more can you do when you are taught that we should not give up easily, to braved up and face the world , learnt that family comes first and money is not everything. What will you do?

If only we could avoid all these mind disturbing problems as easy as ABC.

 Its not that easy after all. It's never like a fairytale story you read when you were younger. Or those movies you watched.

Im tired of living in a temporary place.Moreover, sleeping in a different room and bed in a so called foreign land most of the time. I want to come home to a place where I could finally call it my home sweet home . To be able to have things the way you want it. A home where you can share especially with your love one. A privacy you've been yearning to get all this while. A place where happiness and love will grow. A place where you can experiment all the food you've been dying to cook.

You dont know how much a real home mean to me.

The One

I know I may not be good enough for you,

and I don't say all the right things.

But at least can I be everything you have been looking for.

I want to be the one you dint see it coming.

The one who gets under your skins.

Who makes you unsteady.

Who makes you question everything you have ever believed about love.

I want to be the one you are infuriatingly and inexplicably drawn to.

I don't want to be the one who tucks you into bed:

I want to be the reason why you can't sleep at night