Thursday 17 July 2014

Does age really matter?

Here's a question. Why care so much bout age? I know to most women out there the topic about age is the most sensitive issue. I totally agree with it. Why?
Well, because I entered the working world early at the age of 18. Yes I'm the most youngest . It's good to start at a very young age but reality? It's kinda sucks.Almost everyday I work with people with different age and continents. Most of them can be my sister, brother, father, mother or grandpa.
It's really hard and unfair to me. Unfair in what sense?

Working 
When I was P plate for my first and second month, my colleagues tend to pick on me more because I'm way younger than them moreover I'm very new to flying and I got super good roster.Jealous much? I always hope and pray hard that they do not know my age every time I go for flight. I really hate it when they know my age. They will go all like please stand aside don't join us. I'm too young for them and all. But thank God after I cleared my P, everything seems better.
I feel really great and proud of myself when some of the colleagues told me they salute me because I'm so mature and could deal with all the kind of shit on board at such age. They couldnt tell Im 18/19 and thought I was 23/24. Do i even look that old? -.-

I will never find love till i reach my 20's
I really hate it when at first guys flirts with you, keep trying on you then some bitch come tell them my age. Then the guys be like choking themselves with some unbelievable truth then ignore me after that. I was like jerks.. This happens alot of time. I'm glad a few of my guy colleagues i flew with dint think or act that way and they are still my friends till now.

Appearance and maturity?
Do you prefer to look mature when your not even your 20's?
Seriously I have lots of friends who looks, makeup and dress themselves like their 25 when their only 16? 17? 18? Like seriously? I mean its good to be mature but that's too over
In the other hand, those ladies I know who were already in their mid's of 20's wishing and trying so hard to look young. Why the irony?
Why cant us girl's just act and be like what's right for their age.

I actually don't know what I'm trying to express. I'm just really pissed of ageism. Should I wish to be in my 20's faster or what. Sometimes I just want to have fun and act like a child. I honestly never really had my chance to have fun when I was younger. And now even worse I have to be all working adult, no spoilt reputation of myself and shits.